||[Aug. 3rd, 2003|11:26 pm]
I know nobody out there really cares, but I've been completely unmotivated recently.
I used to be passionate about knifemaking, about finding and reading a new book, about discovering something new I hadn't known before. Lately, however, I have no enthusiasm for anything. Life has become a meaningless series of events required only to ensure that those events can continue repeat indefinitely.
I've really started to question why I bother to do anything at all.