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[Aug. 3rd, 2003|11:26 pm]
Doug Ayen
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| | depressed | ] | I know nobody out there really cares, but I've been completely unmotivated recently.
I used to be passionate about knifemaking, about finding and reading a new book, about discovering something new I hadn't known before. Lately, however, I have no enthusiasm for anything. Life has become a meaningless series of events required only to ensure that those events can continue repeat indefinitely. I've really started to question why I bother to do anything at all. |
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![[User Picture]](https://l-userpic.livejournal.com/29212628/406765) | From: rmd 2003-08-03 08:50 pm (UTC)
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oh blah. i hate that kind of depression when it hits. i'm sorry.
*hug*
hmmm, i get that too sometimes. well, sometimes a lot too.
sometimes i sulk and go with it for a bit, but usually what gets me out of it is getting outside, and fresh air, some kind of swift kick in the ass that's new... hopefully something i can sustain. being around people helps, getting out to socials or whatever. having a routine helps, a fixed schedule, though, sometimes it's that very routine which causes it too (like a suckful commute or job)... and that requires change too.
hope you can shake it off. i enjoy your crafting ramblings and enthusiasm for things i know you still have.
From: (Anonymous) 2003-08-04 07:30 am (UTC)
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I've been following your bladesmithing posts for some time now, and I've been wondering why they were so infrequent. (Actually, I put it down to the new job.) When I get depressed like this, it usually helps for me to get out and be social, even if (perhaps especially if) I don't feel like being social. -dsr-
![[User Picture]](https://l-userpic.livejournal.com/47084320/442490) | From: tcb 2003-08-04 12:49 pm (UTC)
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:(
*hug*
that sucks..
need to go to DisneyWorld! | |